That Wasn't Me, That Was Patrici...
Anna Clendening Song Lyrics

The scariest place that I've ever been

Is in my own head around 2 am

The room it will spin and I'll feel sick

My chest it'll heave and I cannot breathe

I'm panicking, frantically, so depressed, manically

Pop a few pills to maybe do the trick.

'cause no amount of music can cover the screams

No television shows can hide the voices it seems

I'm sitting in my bed, with my hands over my head, wishing this was all just a dream

I'm sitting in my bed, with my hands over my head, wishing this was all just a dream.

Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head

The voices telling, yelling at me I should be dead

Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head

When's it gonna stop?

'Never,' they said,

'You're better off dead.'

If someone put a gun to my head

I'd gladly pull the trigger

'cause when you're already dead inside

There's nothing else to live for

You'd be doing me a favour

Literally blowing my mind

By showing me a piece of what's on the inside

A mess I must confess a little bit twisted

Yes I get it, I'll admit it

I'm just a little bit weird

Oh dear but.

In this day and age aren't we all a little bit strange?

And the voices we are all starting to hear

In this day and age aren't we all a little bit strange?

And the voices we are all starting to hear.

Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head

The voices telling, yelling at me I should be dead

Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head

When's it gonna stop?

'Never,' they said,

'You're better off dead.'

They say jump from that window sill

We won't catch you but the ground will

Jump from that window sill

We won't catch you but the ground will

Jump from that window sill

We won't catch you but the ground will.