DENIAL IS A RIVER
Doechii Song Lyrics

Hey, I thought it was all over.

What's up, doechii?

Hey, girl

You know it's been a lil' minute since you and I have had a chat

Has it really?

Probably since like, your last ep, oh the places you'll go

Oh wow, it's been a minute, yeah...

I've been getting some calls

Oh?

People are a little bit worried about you

Not worried, okay

And I know that I was kinda that outlet for you, so...

You were

Why don't you just tell me what's been going on?

Okay...

Remember old dude from 2019, nice clean nigga, did me dirtier than laundry

Took a scroll through his ig, just to get a dm from his wifey (what the fuck?)

I was so confused, what should doechii do?

She didn't know about me and I didn't know 'bout sue

I open up the messages then had to hit the zoom

Turns out the girl was really a dude? (goddamn)

Nigga think he slicked back till I slipped back

Got my lick back, turned a nigga to a knick-knack

I moved on, dropped a couple of songs

And then I went and got signed, now it's 2021.

Okay, I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just take a second and kind off unpack what's happened to you, you know, this guy cheated on you and...

Mm, nah, fuck it.

'Platinum' record this, viral record that

I'm makin' so much money, I'm all over the net

I'm movin' so fast, no time to process

And no, I'm not in a gang but I'm always on set.

Wrist watch, drip drop, labels want the tiktoks, now I'm makin' tiktok music, what the fuck?

I need cleanse, need a detox, but we ain't got time to stop, the charts need us

(And they do)

Fast forward, me 2023

I'm stackin' lots of cheese and makin' money

My grass is really green, and honestly

I can't even fuckin' cap no more, this is a really dark time for me

I'm going through a lot

By a lot you mean drugs?

Um, I wouldn't...

Drugs?

No, it's a-

No?

It's a natural plant

No, I'm not judging

I'm not an addict

I'm just saying

I don't think...

You wanna talk about it?

Uh...

I mean fuck, I like pills, I like drugs

I like gettin' money, I like strippers, I like to fuck

I like day-drinkin' and day parties and hollywood

I like doin' hollywood shit, snort it, probably would.

What can I say? the shit works, it feels good, and my self-worth's at an all time low

And just when it couldn't get worse, my ex crashed my place and destroyed all I owned.

Whoopsie, made a oopsie

One-hundred thousand dollar 'oops' made me loopy

I ain't a killer but don't push me

Don't wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soup beans.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa...

Okay, doechii, we don't wanna revert back to our old ways. so, we're gonna try a breathing exercise, okay?'

Sorry, alright, word

When I breathe, you breathe, alright? let's go

Okay, okay.