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 I left home and moved to brooklyn where my boyfriend had a place 
And he had track marks on his arms but had the most angelic face 
I watched my friends die before twenty-one, and now I'm twenty-eight 
I'm at the doctor's every day, because I can't stop losing weight 
And now I'm the one with needles in my arms and in my legs 
I'm making jokes about the blood tests, and I'm planning my estate 
And I don't wanna blame the child, but I have to speculate 
If this could all just be an answer to those prayers that came delayed 
Because I never would have said it, if I knew I'd have to wait 
Until the moment I was happy, then it all disintegrates 
And I'm singing. 
'Please, god, I don't wanna be sick 
And I don't wanna hurt, so get it over with quick 
Please, god, I wanna be loved 
Don't wanna be somebody that you're tryna get rid of 
Please, god, I don't wanna be sick 
And I don't wanna hurt, so get it over with quick 
Please, god, I wanna be loved 
I don't wanna be somebody you're tryna get rid of'. 
Thank you. 
            
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