Phoebe Bridgers

Funeral

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I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow
For a kid a year older than me
And I've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
When I think too much about it I can't breathe.

And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater
While my friends are all waving from the shore
And I don't need you to tell me what that means
I don't believe in that stuff anymore.

Jesus christ, I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will.

I have a friend I call
When I've bored myself to tears
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
But then we laugh until it disappears.

And last night I blacked out in my car
And I woke up in my childhood bed
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
When I remembered someone's kid is dead.

Jesus christ, I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will.

And it's four am, again
And I'm doing nothing
Again...