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 Yeah, I don't know where to start 
How do you admit that you're falling apart 
I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart 
My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart. 
I've lived the words that I've said 
And I live with a voice that tends to tell me that I'm shit in my head 
Well maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead 
I should just say fuck it and be happy instead, right? right. 
'cos there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself 
But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health 
I don't care, don't tell me and don't text me 
'cos that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me. 
It's bringing me down, and I'm not gonna lie 
These days I prefer to just not be outside 
And these days I just end up spending all of my time 
With my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that's alright. 
'cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs 
I'm doing my best 
Still find myself stressed 
And I'm no longer sure where I belong 
I'm starting to rust 
Don't know who to trust. 
(Don't trust anyone. not even me) 
Some people concentrate on style too much 
But I think I just force myself to smile too much 
And that should soon end for the best 
I wanna live my life with no stress 
Love life and feel blessed, like 
It's kind of funny on the inside 
I'm tryin' to be a man, but really I'm just a little child, shit 
And that's pretty much it 
Yeah that's pretty much it 
(Is there anything else?) 
Oh yeah... 
My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress (mhm?) 
I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends (naw) 
Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile 
Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile (oh) 
And I wonder what it was like to be 11 
Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death, such a thing as heaven (why?) 
And every now and then I think about the fact that I'd become a legend if I died at 27. 
 
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